I have become such a selfish person during all of this. I thought I was trusting God but now I wonder if that it true or if I am simply saying what I want people to hear. I know I have been through a lot and who knows what else is to come but I still have my wife and children, my family and friends and I am in a lot better shape than a lot of other folks. God will see us through. He always has.

I did get some good news today my disability has been approved through at least July 4th and there is a request to go through July 8th and then to determine if we need to extend beyond that. God made that happen.