today is New years eve and I am thinking about all the blessings God has given me. Despite all the things that have happened this year I still have my wife and children. Tonight I played wii with my oldest daughter and had a ball. I am having some chest pains right now but I think it is mostly because I am just tired. I am so excited about the new year and what God is going to do in this year. I am still scheduled to return to work Jan 6th. I am not sure I am truly ready but I feel I have to go. So, to all those who read this thank you for your concern and prayers. I have felt them all and I appreciate it. I wish you all a wonderful New Year and may God richly bless in this year.