Today has not been as bad as other days. I actually felt good some during the day. The pain is still there but it does not seem to be as intense. I am wondering if the predisone is helping the rectal problem. Time will tell. I called my surgeon's office three times today to see what the doctor had said. But, I did not receive a return call. I even left a message with an office manager but still no return call. I sent an email to my manager letting her know what I had done. I also faxed the note from the doctor to the disability specialist so at least she will have something on file. I am so sick of being sick. But, at least for today, I had some moments when I felt good. I hope it is not a one day event and that I am actually on the road to full recovery. God remains in control. Not in my time but his!