The pressure today is pretty intense and I have very little control. It has been getting better but today it is back to where it was. I just had a bowel movement and the bowl was full of blood. I had thought I was past that but I guess not. I am tired and feel very fatigued today. It is early in the morning so hopefully it will get better as the day goes on. I'm not going to blog much this morning but I am in a lot of pain and I am not sure why. The bleeding is pretty bad and the control issue is back. I have a week and a half to gain control before I need to try to return to work at least half a day. I guess we will see.