I went to the surgeon today and they examined the hemorroid. I was told that since it has been there for more than 3 days it is not going anywhere. He said the medication I am on is the best but if it is not better in the next day or so I am looking at yet another surgery. That would make 4 surgeries in 2 months. My body has been through so much that I am just exhausted. I have to discuss with my disability what we need to do from here. My last understanding was that if I remain out past Nov 1 my income would be reduced to 70%. The issue for us is we have already met our deductable so any further hospital issues will be covered and we would not have any expence. But, my income would be reduced. I still have 3 weeks I can take and receive disability income however and that is a comfort.

On another front, I worked very hard in the house this afternoon. I vacuumed and put things away. I am so tired and sore. It is just so frustrating that I am limited in what I can do. I have always been so active in helping my wife with cleaning but right now, I just am not able to.

I am not sure if I will be able to update the blog the next few days as family will be here for my youngest daughter's second birthday. My time on the computer will be limited.

Happy Birthday EVA!! Daddy loves you so much!