I thought this was going to be a better day but it wasn't. I went to visit my mom and all I did was to drive down there. After I left I stopped by for a few groceries and then came home. I was completely exhausted. I wonder if the pacemaker is too slow. My left shoulder is in quite a bit of pain and I have some swelling. I called my cardiologist and hope to hear back from them tomorrow. I have not had a bowel movement since Thursday so something is wrong there as well. I just can't get my energy back and wonder how much longer this will go on. I feel so discouraged right now. But, I am not going to give up. My girls and wife are counting on me and I love them too much to give up.