I am wondering how much more of this I can take. I had to get Cottia out of school today because she was sick and I needed to take her to the doctor. I had been having issues with control but thought it was getting better. We had to wait for a while in the doctor's office and everytime I got up to either pay for our visit or to just move I did not have any control. We were told our wait would be about 30 minutes but it quickly turned into an hour. I tried so hard to hold it but just could not. Finally, I had enough it was over an hour and I decided to take Cottia home. She was not running a fever so I felt rest was the best thing for her. So, I got up to let them know and to ask for our money back. I lost control and had some bowel issues. I quickly got my daughter out and did my best to disguise the issue but it was obvious what had happened. I don't want to overdramatize because it was not a full movement but none the less it was a movement. I just don't understand how it happened. I thought I had begun to regain control but I guess not. I called the doctor's office and will call again tomorrow. Hopefully it is just a hickup. The biggest thing was that I just did not want to embarrass my daughter. She was so out of it until I don't think she even noticed. The gas issue has always been there. I have not regained control of that but I thought the bowel issue was getting better. I guess over all it is but will it be enough for me to go back to work next week or not. I simply don't know. I guess I should also call my disability specialist tomorrow. Just another day in the life of Tee.